What I mean when saying the positive side of the negative, is that everyone has their disagreements and their opinion. Tonight was one of those nights. Ang and I had a disagreement over me quitting my job at subway. II gave my 2 weeks notice approximately 3 weeks ago saying the 10 of September would be my last day. Then I come home and break the news to her that I was going to work the 12th due to my manager asking me if I could just help her out one more day. I have to say Ang took it rather well and there was no problem. Then my manager tells me about a week later she would like for me to work one more day, the 17, I told her that is the last and final day that I would be there and she was on her own. Well knew the moment I said that I would work I was not thinking.
I come home and I walk in the door, Ang greets me with an amazing hi babe, not just hi babe, but like she has not seen me in a week or longer. I felt so welcomed. I missed you, as I tell her the same we also tell eachother I love you. So I think to myself I am not going to ruin this moment by breaking the news to her about one more day. I waited a day or two to break the news to her about it, needless to say she was not very happy. She don't take it well when people seem to take advantage of my kindness. It almost instantly turned in to an argument. We both got upset and said things that were hurtfull, I don't mean that we called each other names, we both spoke our peace about it and then I pull out in my truck and storm off to work.
After i am a block down the road I realize that I could have handled the situation a little better. I send her a text saying " I could have just let it be and when the 17th came lied to you about where I was going. Sorry I upset you, I did not get a response so I sent I will not bother you any longer. I figured she was upset and I would just give her time. About 45 minutes later I call and still no answer so I leave a message call me when you feel like talking, or something like that. No sooner than I hung up the phone it was ringing. I answer and Ang says baby I am fine I am sorry I got upset and I am glad you told me and did not lie to me. I also told her I was sorry for what I said to her that might have hurt her feelings.
Later on in the evening, I manage to piss her off with something I said. I told her that she always says it is not her fault and that she tell me she don't feel like she should say sorry. That is how it came out and that was not exactly how I meant to say it. She instantly went off on me, not physically, but I am sure I would have done the same thing. I get out of the car and I say I am not doing this, I don't have to put up with this. As I return back into the house.
She starts up the car and takes off like Dale Jr. I am thinking what have I done I would feel and be miserable if something was to happen to her. So I call her and ask her to come back. She returns and I pretty much tell her I am sorry and that we both have things that we need to work on. I love you.
That was the negative, the positive is that we managed to talk it out and not fight all night about it. I love her so dearly and do not want to hurt her in any way. I realize the love I have for her every time we butt heads and disagree.
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