Dream (The Unicorn)

I was standing on what seemed to be a shore, everything I could see was like crystal. There was a unicorn standing in front of me looking right at me. Over to my left off in the distance was a mountain and a wolf on it. All of the sudden the wolf jumps toward me and lands right in front of me. Every one is running but I continue to stand there. This woman came out of a castle and approached me and said come with me. I thought she was going to make me a slave or servant to her castle. She took me in her castle and into a room where I started fixing peoples hair and giving them massages. All of the sudden the woman comes up to me and says why are you doing that? You should not be doing that you are better than that, and had me follow her. She took me on a private room and started talking to me. The next thing I know this woman is making a pass at me.

Confusion

my mind is such a blur,
I dream of some I may never have,
the heart is such a giver,
but to whom do I have to give,
my mind has always struggled,
when it comes to times like these,
should I take action,
or just sit back and let it be.

Friends

The past week has been awesome, I have made a couple of new friends. We have spent hours talking and making each other laugh. We have talked each other through hard times. I myself have really enjoyed their company. I am not sure that these two women even realize how much they have helped me by just us talking, laughing and just being there for each other. With all this said, I just want to say thanks Kerri and Niki, I thank God for letting us meet. ;-) :-)

Minded

i am lying in my bed crying
wondering how things can be fixed
there is so much hurt and pain
and i need you to feel the abyss
i walk so proud and as nothing is wrong
but really on the inside my emotions eat at me
i know that one day it has to get better
i am just waiting for it
all i ask is for a friendship
maybe that is too much
how can i do so much damage
not even knowing that i did
i can not help but wonder how a friendship can be minded

Finally and Thank You

The past few months have been crazy, moving out, looking for a place to rent, and looking for a vehicle. Due to me not having a vehicle it has made it difficult to get the rest of my things from my exes. I do have to say she has been very patient and been working with me to get my things. I am finally able to get me a car and will be able to get the rest of it out hopefully this Friday. It will be good to get it all out so that it will be out of the way. I am thankful that she was patient with me and worked with me. May God bless her in every way.